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So I got a job. Telemarketer. WOO WOO. Having this job gives me alot of motivation to get another one. I've been bummed about not getting a job, but really I have only put out 3 resumes. This place has the highest unemployment...I need to put out 3 a day...at least. Something will turn up. I'm trying not to be bummed, but it hasnt worked too well. I tend to get over it quick though. The way I figure it, no one has made anything happen by just being bummed out. If you want something you got to try your hardest, dont quit, and be tough. Pussy aching isnt gonna help me or any one else. That's my mantra for now. I've given up too many times in the past. Im gonna make shit happen. That's the only way I can imagine being happy. I think in between time, me and my girl need to do some things that are fun to keep us stable.

"ooh ...child... things are gonna be easier. ooh... child, things will be brighter."

"...some day yeah. we'll walk in the rays of a beautiful sun...some day, when the world is much brighter."

"...some day yeah. we'll put it together then we'll get it undone...someday when the world is much lighter"

Fuck I love that song.Till then