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Ah...no work for 3 days. Sitting at the computer, drinking wine, and looking forward to my hot date on wednesday. I feel very positive after today. I had a great day with my great girlfriend. We biked and worked out and got haircuts and did this and that. The important part is that we got to spend quality time together. Im amazed at our relationship. We both in the past have been the cold one in the relationship. Every girlfriend that I've had has said that Im cold. Im not mean and I rarely yell or fight. Im just cold. We both get annoyed with our significant others very quickly. I have never been with a girl and not been annoyed or embarrassed by her. Dawn has never fell under those catagories. Anyways, enough of the sappy stuff.
Im finally on the patch. It's easier with it. I still get the craving, but not the need for a cig. I just need to think "weak fucker!" anytime I get close to having a cigarrette. I wish I had a midget to yell it at me. A minime. That would be great. Damn... Im a weird guy. A midget as a device to quit smoking? I must be tired. On that note Im retiring for the night. Till then...