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So, Im actually at my house typinng on the computer. It's been a long time since I've done this. Im not sure that I miss it or not. Computers are a pain in my ass. Lately my bike has been my favorite inanimate object. Now that I moved from downtown and the car has died, the bike gets alot more use. Keeps me in shape, and kinda gives me a break out of life. Im not sure that makes sense to others, but when you walk or ride a bike often, you see your surroundings differently. And it's kinda theraputic. I miss living in the downtown area, but it's nice to have a house. Living in a studio with my girl and two kids was crazy. I cant believe we pulled it off for so long. I cant believe we survived off of my paycheck alone. It's so nice to have a house. Its great that my girl is finally out of school. And it's great that the youngest one is old enough to start school this year, so no more watching the kid during the day then working at night. Our lives were super tough, but I think it shows alot of character and says alot that we stuck it out together. Another update is I gave my girl a promise ring. My friend asked me last night what the deal is with promise rings... in reference to her fiance giving her one last year before preposing. I said that it's a way of saying "Baby... I love you. Hang in there with me till Im not so broke and can afford to get you a real ring and wedding. " I think I want a fancier wedding than she does. I just figure that Im only gonna get married once, so when I do, I'll do it right. We're on year 3 now and I have to say that this is the best year yet. Things get better and better between us. I feel like the first two years we went through alot of shit, problems, and hard times, but stuck it out and now we are better for it. Well Im tired. Tommorrow I'll go say hello to my homies. Especially my Canadian Homegirls on this site . Later kids.