After last night I know why I dont hang out with the people I use to. I know I've changed. They feel that I've changed. I dont think that the same stuff is fun anymore. If I had to come up with a metaphor; last night hanging out was like if they made another "Look who's talking". Just isnt funny anymore. Ya know? So I bought liquor for my allready drunk friend, and had to rehash bad shit that happened 5 years ago to the date. Actually the reason he brought me out was for that purpose. I was upset, needless to say. I came home more confused and upset than when I left. Thank god for my girlfriend. I dont think that I get upset alot, but the subject last night gets me upset everytime. My conclusion to last night is that I'd rather be with my girlfriend than take my chances going out with my old best friends. My night was great before I hung out with my friends. I do need friends to hang out with though. Tonight will be fun. I have hope. Im not going to let last night bring down my week. done 
rickroyal:
Sorry to hear that you grew while your friends stayed the same. Reminds me of a time when I didn't see a friend of mine for a year and a half, and then when I did I just couldn't connect with him anymore. He was the same, but I was different. It made me feel kinda empty.
welcome2thedawn:
awwwww...yer so sweet. 
