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I've been a computer nerd since I got msn explorer. I miss having it. All I need now is cable modem and I'll never get out. Not really but It would be a lot more convienient. It took me forever last night to change my profile pic and add my pix. I think I have the worse camera ever. oh well, enough being on this...
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I woke up with my abs and other muscles sore. Im stoked. I havent felt anything major in my abs forever. I miss having tight muscles. Its funny because last night I was sure I wasnt going to feel anything today. Anyways. I had really weird dreams last night. I was happy though, cuz in all of my dreams I was strong and able to...
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I had a great day with my girl. We worked out and ate a great dinner. I feel alot healthier and more energetic. The day was going great till I was late to work because of our fucking roommate. I got yelled at worse than usual. They even called in someone else to fill in for me. And now is a bad time cuz he...
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I NEED to remember Megan's birthday later today. I am enjoying my chill weekend though I wish I got better sleep. Tonight there was alot of stuff going on. Alot of friend's birthdays and parties. I would have been satisfied at home, but I worked instead. I wish my day consisted of sex with my girl, traveling, and good sleep. Some skateboarding and physical activities...
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I feel yucky today. I need solid sleep. I think I need to go bikeriding or something. I need to eat as well. I feel all gittery and weak. I had alot of fun the past couple of nights. There was some bullshit in those days as well, but the good more than made up for it. Im looking forward to a chill weekend.

I had a really good night tonight. I missed my girl though. I think hanging out with lesbians is my thing. I have a good night every time I hang out with lesbians. They are overdramatic but they have alot of love to give. Tonight was very strange to say the least. I made friends with an enemy and made everyone else happy. I was...
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After last night I know why I dont hang out with the people I use to. I know I've changed. They feel that I've changed. I dont think that the same stuff is fun anymore. If I had to come up with a metaphor; last night hanging out was like if they made another "Look who's talking". Just isnt funny anymore. Ya know? So I...
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This week is gonna kick ass. I am so optimistic about it. I am going to spend as much time as I can with my girl. We're gonna have a blast. I feel as though my stress has been cut down dramaticly. I havent felt this good in a long time. I think its due to the good lovin from my girl. Some other factors...
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I thought I had something to say, but I guess not really. Im just gonna relax tonight. Take it easy, and get some good sleep next to my girl. Sounds like a good night to me.

I am quiting smoking. It really doesnt fit my lifestyle anymore. I had a great time tonight. I hung out with lesbians. I love lesbian friends. I got to brag aboout my girlfriend all night and they understood. Even straight girls wont listen to that. I had such a good time with my girlfriend today also. Im gonna go sleep with her right now. ......
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I need to change. I know I'm acting so fucked up. I dont like the situation Im in. The people around me are affecting me in a bad way. I dont want to fuck up the one good thing I do have. ie Dawn. I am stressed about alot of stuff too. Work, student loan, roommates, and random shittalkers are fucking up my head. I...
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I did good active stuff today. Ate healthy as well. It feels so good to get out and eat right and all that. Me and my girl met up with some friends at this cool spot in Girdwood that you hike to. It has waterfalls coming down the mountain and trees that you can cross the water on. There's a buhdist shrine in this spot...
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