Part of me wants to move to Seattle and is over trying to make it in Portland. Part of me wants to stay here and finish what I started and hope for the best. All of me wants to not be getting evicted and living on the streets. The problem is that I feel like me and Seattle have business. I have left Seattle twice...
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I shaved my head last night. I havent had my head shaved in a long time. It's good to make a change every once in a while though. The next 48 hours is going to determine a whole lot of things. For one, whether we live in this apartment or not. 2) Whether I can start working or not. And 3) basicly how hard the...
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missd:
Good idea on the each day as it comes thingy...it would seem I am all about cliches these days.
Rowr shaved heads are sexy..
although, being that it's a tad chilly now you better make sure you wrap yer noggin up tight. From what hubby says I'd be amazed at how insulating that little amount of hair we have really is???
Wibble..blip & out
Rowr shaved heads are sexy..
although, being that it's a tad chilly now you better make sure you wrap yer noggin up tight. From what hubby says I'd be amazed at how insulating that little amount of hair we have really is???
Wibble..blip & out
Where are drugs when you need them? Anxiety attacks are on the menu for the week. And to that I say "no fucking thank you" then "oxy and xanax please". Basicly I'm just in a situation that needs to change soon, and there's not really anything I can do to change it. Lack of control sucks. So, till then I'm hoping for the best, and...
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merry:
Yeah, I know. When I was sitting in class and she was saying that stuff, alarm bells were going off in my head and I wanted to say something, but I was worried that I might have misinterpreted what she was saying. The more I think about it, the more I think I should have called her on it.
Next week we're starting the section on human sexuality, and if the lecture notes she emailed out this morning are any indication, I'll have to bite my tongue all week.
Next week we're starting the section on human sexuality, and if the lecture notes she emailed out this morning are any indication, I'll have to bite my tongue all week.
Im tired of these low temps and all this fucking snow. I moved away from alaska for a reason. It was fine for a few days, but now it's been more than a week. And everything is shut down. Which is just stupid. It leaves me with one option, which is, to go work out. That's the only good thing that has happened due to...
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sloane1:
I live in a small town, so I see the same people over and over and over again, but don't actually speak to them: thus my boy and I make up funny nicknames for all of them, and sometimes funny biographies. We are dorks. 
I forgot to talk to you abotu SB: you shyould definitely do it. That would make me tres happy.
Although an outside set this time of year is probably not a good choice
[Edited on Jan 08, 2004 7:15PM]
I forgot to talk to you abotu SB: you shyould definitely do it. That would make me tres happy.
Although an outside set this time of year is probably not a good choice[Edited on Jan 08, 2004 7:15PM]
tryst:
Oh god YES -- what SHE said!!
Hopefully soon I'll be working again. There's a million telemarketing jobs but that's about it. I was thinking, it would be cool to work at BurgerKing and just let my standards go to hell. It would be a stress free job and I wouldnt give enough of a fuck to do a good job. I could be the head of the rejects. I'd pick on...
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tryst:
Thanks 
sicily:
maybe you are just bitter because you only sleep with pathetic girls, and are too attached to toss out their fucking ugly aborted fetuses 
So for the last few weeks I've been growing out the facial hair. My goal was to have all facial hair the same length and to grow out a beard and mustache. Not a super long one, just enough to see what it looks like. Man, Mustaches are fucking annoying. I make fun of mustaches and associate them with cops, trailor trash, and old perverts...
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missd:
Burlesque shows are SOOOo much fun! They are based upon the old burlesque, teaserama type strip shows. It involves beautiful curvaceous women in phenominal costume gyrating and teasing their way across he stage whilst removing various clothing items. Some incorporate those huge feather fans, giant martini glasses for some wet fun etc.
You remember I sent a link to Dita Von Teese to you? (M. Mansons chicki) Well, that's basically what she does! It's incredibly sexy (& very tame by todays standards....no donkeys or pole humping necessary)
I'm DEFINATELY going to the one up here and I suggest you do the same your end mister!
Shame you aren't closer...we could pop your proverbial burlesque "cherry"!hehehe.
[Edited on Jan 05, 2004 7:50AM]
You remember I sent a link to Dita Von Teese to you? (M. Mansons chicki) Well, that's basically what she does!
It's incredibly sexy (& very tame by todays standards....no donkeys or pole humping necessary)
I'm DEFINATELY going to the one up here and I suggest you do the same your end mister!
Shame you aren't closer...we could pop your proverbial burlesque "cherry"!hehehe.
[Edited on Jan 05, 2004 7:50AM]
sicily:
if you put your hair back in rows, i'm going to sneak in your window and set fire to them as you dream of warm ovens and the blazing sun 
So, It's the new year. Woo woo. I didnt do anything for new years. I drank wine and ended up smoking weed with my neighbor. Then I went to bed and passed out for 12 hours. I guess it's safe to assume that I can't hang anymore when it comes to smokin. Now due to my oversleeping I havent been able to sleep at all...
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sloane1:
Hobbies to take up indoors:
1. Make your own t-shirts with cloth paint and stencils
2. Buy a coloring book - I never grew out of those.
3. Write poetry or fiction.
4. Buy some pastels, make some abstract art for your walls.
5. Rent arty movies and examine cinematography.
6. Buy a new cookbook and teach yourself how to make something new and exotic.
7. Video games.
8. Make a set for Suicide Boys.
9. Sex. This can be done solo or with a partner - or multiple partners
1. Make your own t-shirts with cloth paint and stencils
2. Buy a coloring book - I never grew out of those.
3. Write poetry or fiction.
4. Buy some pastels, make some abstract art for your walls.
5. Rent arty movies and examine cinematography.
6. Buy a new cookbook and teach yourself how to make something new and exotic.
7. Video games.
8. Make a set for Suicide Boys.
9. Sex. This can be done solo or with a partner - or multiple partners
susannahjoy:
i just write in my journal a lot. or i write short stories. occasionally i write essays. but that'd probbaly only work if oyu like to write.
I had a better christmas than I expected. It was fun. Today I hope to see lord of the rings. Me and my girl have been dying to see it, and today is our chance. Im stoked.
So I need to come up with a new years resolution. The last 5 years my resolutions have all been the vague same one ( make my life...
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So I need to come up with a new years resolution. The last 5 years my resolutions have all been the vague same one ( make my life...
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stavrogin:
Yeah. Who says pancakes can't be made out of, say, pork? Except for, you know, Orthodox Jews.
I love them jews. They're so kooky.
I love them jews. They're so kooky.
sloane1:
Woohooo for scumfuck!
I've been thinking all night about how my situation has to change. Watching Fight Club made me think alot, as it usually does. I think it's horrible that most people have meaningless jobs that they dont like yet takes up most of their time in life. It's horrible that most people never do or become what they want. Being another consumer, and a barely alive...
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museb:
his name was robert paulson...
sloane1:
I get the same feeling watching Office Space. De-press-ing.
Today is the first day I havent felt sick in a while. Maybe it's finally run its course. I hope so. I need a fucking job. It's gonna take alot to get financially stable. The hole is getting deeper. Whatever though, whining about it wont change it. I need to think positively.
So I've come to a conclusion as to what I want to go...
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cricket:
thanks!
ezkim0x:
heh no im not from alaska. but its amazing to hear your connections with the fists. Ps. I love sluggo. - atmosphere.
I feel like Im missing out on everything being sick. I'm bored as hell. I want to at least be able to work-out. Last night I thought about how much I want to go visit Seattle. I miss that place. It's strange that Seattle feels more like home than anywhere else I've ever been. I havent lived there in a long time either. And though...
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sloane1:
Not the pukesters - though that could make a great punk band name - how about The Fevered Hallucinations Club?
I can't make twisted pukey faces on nyquil, too busy sleeping. The best sleep-when-sick potion: ginger tea with brandy, sleep like a baby.
I can't make twisted pukey faces on nyquil, too busy sleeping. The best sleep-when-sick potion: ginger tea with brandy, sleep like a baby.
nicolelee:
the pics of you and your girl are awesome... the vibe that i can sense from them is so positive. so in tune with one another, being outdoors, experiencing things together and being together in love... and you have the same exact eyes... wow.
i have been single for a while, searching around for someone like my ex who left a bitter taste in my mouth. who knew that i would have met mark and that he would surpass anything and everything i could have ever hoped for...
the feeling is beautiful and i cant wait until friday when i leave pittsburgh for columbus to see him and nestle myself in his arms again.
thank you so much for sharing... not too many people out there like you.
n*
i have been single for a while, searching around for someone like my ex who left a bitter taste in my mouth. who knew that i would have met mark and that he would surpass anything and everything i could have ever hoped for...
the feeling is beautiful and i cant wait until friday when i leave pittsburgh for columbus to see him and nestle myself in his arms again.
thank you so much for sharing... not too many people out there like you.
n*
Off the patch now. My temper has been fucking horrible since. My sleep is suffering as well. So I'm this grumpy, baggy eyed, short fused asshole with healthy lungs. woo ... woo. When I was at the end of my rope and fed up (about to flip out and unleash hell) I'd smoke a cigarette. It took me out of the situation, slowed my breathing,...
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museb:
awww...well isn't that what your cutie-girl is for? fluffin pilla's n stuff when yer sick?
missd:
16 HP is on A&M
Tough times = character building....But then who REAEAALLLY needs character? hehehe.
Chin up sweetie. look for something for right now,....to tide you over. There's absolutely nothing wrong w/ service industry as a filler until the nuclear physisist (sp?) position opens up. After all $$ = food = sustinance = strength to hunt for better job.