jctrue

morning
terrible
today

so disappointed
in myself
have
got myself
in trouble
financially
again
so
sick
of
myself
i hate
it
that i
have done
it
again
if it
was the
first time
it
may be
acceptable
but
it
is
not
the
first
time
it is
about the
third
time
but
this is
the worst
evor

thank
god
for my
parents
but
i hate
that
they are
having
to bail
me out
again

scoop
me up
and stop
me
from
myself


enough
really
about that
will
nevor
do
it
again

on a
brighter
note
had
dinner
with
rpe
last night
loved it
had a
great time
as
always
enjoy
him so
much
every
part of
him
is
fantastic
even the
wrong
bits

they helped
me
forget my
woes
for
the night

and
the morning


work is
still
shit
but
bearable
only 14
more days
til
payday
yay

with
payday
so close
it
is
good

only two
more weekends
to get
through
on
minimum
money

oh well
looking
forward
to weekend

talk soon
jc
xx