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After your breakdown, and some more comforting, you used my phone to call your friend to let him know that you were going to pick him up in around 30-45 minutes. You put him on speaker so I could finally meet this person I had heard about a few times. After introducing us, I say “it’s nice to finally meet. I’ve heard a lot about...
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You called me one night from a cemetery. The spirits had allegedly been calling to you, and you were slightly buzzed on the beer you had in your car.

“I called someone else, but I hung up on them as soon as they answered. I knew I had to talk to you.”

We spoke of meanings behind the things we do in this seemingly infinite...
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You were there for me, and I you. When I wrote the saddest ending that had ever graced my mind, I was so upset that I texted you needing to talk. Instead of texting back, you called me. Although you were at a friend’s house, you were prepared to talk to me all night.

I was there during your suicide scare. I was there when...
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The way you lit up when you saw me...

The way your body reacted to my presence...

The way you took an interest in everything I did...

The way you listened so intently...

The way you looked at me, your eyes always focused on mine...

The way you showed your affection...

The way you showed me your soul...

The way I made you feel...

I...
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I fell in love with the smell of lavender over the course of our friendship.

It was your favorite scent to wear, something I was reminded of any time we embraced.

You gave me a bottle of your lavender essential oil to help me relax at night.

All it accomplished was making me think about you as I fell asleep, and you would then be...
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I’m sitting in front of my laptop with Highland 2 open, the screenplay displayed on the screen. I’m finishing a dream that the lead character is having where she gets to experience another life; one that she could’ve had had things worked out differently and different choices were made.

It’s a sad sequence, but one that keeps with the theme of the narrative: saying goodbye...
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Slowly chipping away on the third and final entry of this trilogy I’ve been writing in between other projects. It’s going to be sad when it’s over, because I’ll be saying goodbye to the characters I created last year.

However, I like to think that I’m just leaving their story that they helped me write, and their lives will continue after I’ve left.

It’s hard...
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Hi! My name is Jaclyn, and I’m new to Suicide Girls. I’ve always found Suicide Girls to be real and raw, so I’m happy to finally be here. I write screenplays for film production, and will be moving onto novels soon.

Come say hi!!!

- Jaclyn