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jcrossuns

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Falling

Jun 13, 2020
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I’m falling for someone, and I don’t want to. We share a similar story complete with broken hearts, regrets, and a lot of emotional trauma. We relate so much, and love the same passions.

However, I don’t want my heart broken again.

She’s a beautiful and attractive woman on multiple levels, and I’m falling for her. Hard.

I can’t let this happen.

It will just end in disaster, like everything else in my life.

And it doesn’t help the depression flare up I’m struggling to get through at the moment.

I’m hurting so much.

Please make it stop.

- Jaclyn

catdad:
{hugs} Everything in your life hasn't ended in disaster.  You are an amazing writer and maybe are subconsciously drawn to situations that help feed that passionate element of your life.
Jun 13, 2020
jcrossuns:
@catdad *hugs tight*
Jun 16, 2020

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