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S̷C̶A̶R̸L̴E̶T̸ ̴R̶A̵I̷N̴

Aug 18, 2019
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È̵̛̖̳͓̥̀͆R̶͓̺͐͌͐ͅR̷͕̟̉̋͑Ö̵̢̭́͜R̸̗̓̓̿̒

̷͇͙̲̮͑́E̵̺͆̌R̷͖͇͉̖̓͐̈́͂Ȑ̴̜̝͐O̷͚̫̼͂͊̓Ŗ̸̖̝̩͘

̶͍̈́̎͆E̸̻̍̆R̸̻̈́̔̂͘R̶̗͕̪̐O̷̒̀͜R̷̡̮̫̅̀͆͘ͅ

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Nothing but screaming from deep within

I̴N̵I̸T̶I̴A̶L̵I̸Z̵I̷N̴G̷.̸.̸.̶

Please let me out of this hole I’m in

I̴N̵I̸T̶I̴A̶L̵I̸Z̵I̷N̴G̷.̸.̸.̶

Up on the window ledge of my self doubt

I̴N̵I̸T̶I̴A̶L̵I̸Z̵I̷N̴G̷.̸.̸.̶

Comes the flight of a bird begging to get out

I̴N̵I̸T̶I̴A̶L̵I̸Z̵I̷N̴G̷.̸.̸.̶

When the bird flies it has no wings

I̴N̵I̸T̶I̴A̶L̵I̸Z̵I̷N̴G̷.̸.̸.̶

And its death cry is the only thing it sings

I̴N̵I̸T̶I̴A̶L̵I̸Z̵I̷N̴G̷.̸.̸.̶

The ground rises fast as the bird falls

I̴N̵I̸T̶I̴A̶L̵I̸Z̵I̷N̴G̷.̸.̸.̶

But there’s no one coming to save me

I̴N̵I̸T̶I̴A̶L̵I̸Z̵I̷N̴G̷.̸.̸.̶

No one at all

I̴N̵I̸T̶I̴A̶L̵I̸Z̵I̷N̴G̷.̸.̸.̶

I̴N̵I̸T̶I̴A̶L̵I̸Z̵I̷N̴G̷.̸.̸.̶

I̴N̵I̸T̶I̴A̶L̵I̸Z̵I̷N̴G̷.̸.̸.̶

̸

̸I̷N̴I̷T̷I̴A̸L̴I̵Z̶I̶N̴G̸ ̴F̵A̸I̷L̴E̵D̶

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̸C̷A̵N̷N̶O̶T̴ ̸U̷P̶L̴O̶A̶D̸ ̷H̴A̸P̵P̸I̸N̵E̶S̶S̴

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T̶E̴R̶M̸I̷N̶A̷T̵I̷N̵G̸ ̵P̵R̵O̷G̵R̵A̸M̷

È̵̛̖̳͓̥̀͆R̶͓̺͐͌͐ͅR̷͕̟̉̋͑Ö̵̢̭́͜R̸̗̓̓̿̒

̷͇͙̲̮͑́E̵̺͆̌R̷͖͇͉̖̓͐̈́͂Ȑ̴̜̝͐O̷͚̫̼͂͊̓Ŗ̸̖̝̩͘

̶͍̈́̎͆E̸̻̍̆R̸̻̈́̔̂͘R̶̗͕̪̐O̷̒̀͜R̷̡̮̫̅̀͆͘ͅ

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catdad:
That is so fucking sad.  :(  But, well done.  :)
Aug 19, 2019
jcrossuns:
@catdad Thanks. It just kinda came out of me as I wrote it. A representation of my chronic illness in words.
Aug 20, 2019

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