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Lavender Dreams, part 16

Jul 9, 2019
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You would end up living with your boyfriend in his car for two months. You had no job, and felt that there was no hope. During a couple of our conversations where he came up, you would say that you two “went through some serious shit together.”

You sacrificed both your home and mental health for one...person; one person who would end up taking advantage of your heart, taking advantage of how vulnerable you can be, and verbally abusing you so that you felt that you were the problem.

You went through something that could have easily been prevented, but it would have meant sacrificing him; removing him from your life.

Instead you sacrificed your future, and yourself.

Now you’re doing it again rather than take responsibility for your own life, mental health, and future.

At least you’re not living in a car this time.

- Jaclyn

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