jcrabapple

i am so effing tired. three days off next week. show next weekend. and the weather's supposed to be pretty warm. could be a good week.

i have just completed an 8 day working streak. tomorrow i am off and that is wonderful. tonight i stopped and got kara and i some steaks. they were yummy. and tomorrow it's pancakes for breakfast. god i love pancakes.

only a month until we move back to MD. in my head it seems like moving back will make everything perfect. i hope it's true.

my stress level has gone way down now that christmas is over. kara was away for 3 weeks. she is now back and things are good again. she makes this place feel as much like home as it's going to get. she's not taking classes this semester and we;re moving back to MD ASAP.

i'm stressed and depressed. i haven't been myself lately. i haven't been talking to people as much. the hour drive back and forth to work is taking it's toll on me. not to mention i absolutely hate my job right now. i've worked for the company for 3 years and have never hated my job until now. i wanna go back to MD where things...
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finally a day off! it feels like i've worked for 6 months straight. tonight Kara and I have planned a nice seafood dinner. Thing is we gotta cook it ourselves cuz there is nowhere to get good seafood in Indiana. I MISS BALTIMORE!

Jimmy Eat World and Gratitude tomorrow in Columbus. Another long ass drive. This is the last one i swear. My car can't take it and neither can I. Ok, unless it's like completely friggin amazing.

So i'm plannin on flying home on X-mas eve! I'm so fucking excited to get out of this shit hole for a couple days and be back where things are...
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going to St Louis for Letter Kills/Autopilot Off/My Chemical Romance tonight. should be fun. and Kara gets to visit Amy so it's fun times for everyone.

the rents are visiting me this weekend. i have this urge to impress them. so i gotta clean up and stuff. they're comin up early saturday. they're going to help me look into getting a new car. they're also going to help me look for furniture since i still have nothing but an empty entertainment center in my living room.

thursday is Atreyu, The Bled,...
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today was interesting...

right as i was about to go on my break this group of wiggers comes in and they are waiting for the female in their group to try on some pants. so as i am helping this girl find the right sizes and shit i am walking by the wigger guys and i hear them laughing and speaking wigger which i do...
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today was an uneventful but good day. laid around in bed most of the day watching movies on satellite. i made pancakes for kara and i for breakfast. that was yummy. i went to the grocery store and spent 40 fucking dollars, and didn't even get any food. i mean it was stuff i needed but it seems wrong to me to spend that much...
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