jcrabapple

i want to update but i don't really know what to say. i think i'm still improving. i still have bad moods and bad days. i still have doubts, mostly in my ability to be what she needs. hopefully the problem will be fixed soon. i've been trying really hard not to worry about the future and what may or may not happen. but it's hard when you are so consumed by love for someone. i really want to be with her for the rest of my life.