kara is much better. almost back to normal. that makes me very happy. i hate to see her so depressed and in pain. also, we can now get back to working on things.
i have so many ups and downs it's hard to deal with. because of kara being sick the past week we haven't been able to work on what needs fixed. so i'm still freaking out about it. what scares me is what i don't know, like what she thinks. she says that she doesn't think anything bad, but it's still scary. i just want to be wanted and needed, i want her to be 100% dedicated to me, i want her to love me and always think of me and of us. i know we are meant for each other. i KNOW it. i want us to have an amazing healthy relationship. i hope she wants the same. i hope she wants me and only me. i know that i want her forever.
i have so many ups and downs it's hard to deal with. because of kara being sick the past week we haven't been able to work on what needs fixed. so i'm still freaking out about it. what scares me is what i don't know, like what she thinks. she says that she doesn't think anything bad, but it's still scary. i just want to be wanted and needed, i want her to be 100% dedicated to me, i want her to love me and always think of me and of us. i know we are meant for each other. i KNOW it. i want us to have an amazing healthy relationship. i hope she wants the same. i hope she wants me and only me. i know that i want her forever.