jcloven

i'm moving to utah in two weeks.....

three packs of marlboros and 23 cups of coffee.....
i think i'm dying a slow death.........

my editor
lover
believeri am the martyr who knocks
upon your door
gun in my hand
wanting more
ihave no strength left
to hysve you in my head

is this the last mailingt

no joy no pain
nor sorrow
i can feel nothing
my lova

listening to radiohead drinking and missing the girl from utah.....

whack on, whack off, the whacker!

i'd rather be drinking.......

the afternoon
wasted
flying
don't catch me
i wanna die this way

i didn't get to see my kids today this makes me sad......i'm sad all th time lately........actually all my life..........wha ..wha ..wha

mmmmmm... strong black coffee makes me happy...

lets go out to dinner and see a movie................................................its to hot to do any thing but think..... how are you guys doing???

i could use a few drinks or maybe a thousand........

one of my poems was published in a local newspaper in utah...which is funny because i live in new england....my friend sarah submitted it for me.....she lives in utah i think i will submit more poems to other papers...

other than that i have a marlboro mouth and a coffee tongue..