Wow what a miserable day today. I just wish I didn’t feel so alone. I wish my gf didn’t make me feel so sad sometimes. I wish I could escape the constant pain I feel. Work sucks, school seems pointless, and I have nobody to share anything I’m interested in with. I really don’t feel like I belong anywhere. I don’t even know why I’m posting here. I just have nowhere else. Sorry for this. I just wonder if I’ll ever feel happy and free.