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Piggy got fixed today. I just got back from picking her up from the animal hospital.
She looks pitiful.
She doesn't want me to leave her side. I had to spoon her in my bed 'til she fell asleep before I could get up to do laundry. She looks so sad and so tired. She can't even walk up and down the stairs.
Under normal circumstances, she'll give kisses all day long if you let her.
Today she licked my hand a few times and then just put her head on my shoulder.
She just wants to be held, I suppose.
With good reason.
If someone took parts of my body out and sewed me back up, I don't think I'd be in much of a mood to be giving kisses, either.
I've heard that animals can change their disposition completely after being spayed or neutered.
I don't think I'll be able to live with myself if that happens to her.
If she's not back to being the loving, happy, over excited little Piggers she's always been after this is all over with, I don't know what I'd do.
I'm sad about it.