Yay!!! Done with finals. Break time! If I was a dancing fool, which I am a fool when I dance, I would do a celebratory jig. Instead, I'll cooly smoke this celebratory cigarette. Thats right, i think smoking makes me cool; terminally cool.
Well, I'm gonna drive home tomorrow after I sell a couple text books, maybe I can afford to buy a couple small...
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Well, I'm gonna drive home tomorrow after I sell a couple text books, maybe I can afford to buy a couple small...
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Finals week. Projects and Tests.
Apparently I'm not very interesting lately, no ones commented on my page for a while. sniff sniff
Oh well, I guess I can say whatever I want.
Fuck the Queen of England.
...yeah you heard me
Apparently I'm not very interesting lately, no ones commented on my page for a while. sniff sniff
Oh well, I guess I can say whatever I want.
Fuck the Queen of England.
...yeah you heard me
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fyrestarter:
ooooo...i bet you WOULD snuggle the fuck right out of me.
hotcurry:
Ewwwwww.... 
Mmmm, the joys of sleeping in. I had my review wednesday, and despite all the troubles I had recently the review went well. My reviewers said that it takes a lot of guts to design a box, and if youre going to do it you have to do it well, which they said I did. They said it was strong in its simplicity, which is...
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Despite being very tired, I feel very good. This is the happiest I've felt in a long time. And although its only been just over 2 weeks since my last bout of depression, it seems like forever ago. A lot has happened since then. I really feel like I'm turning around, starting to pull outsome deep seeded issues. Hopefully this continues for a while. Now...
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fyrestarter:
did you check out yasmin? yowza... 
awesome...i'm happy for you!
awesome...i'm happy for you!
I didn't sleep at all last night. My fellow insomiac friend rachel took me with her to develop some pics in the dark room. I thought it was cool, i've never been in a dark room before. it smelled funny. I've got a rumbly in my tumbly. I've got a little bit of money, maybe I can work on my project today.
hotcurry:
I'm having a rough go with sleeping lately. Must be something with us Ides of March kids.
fyrestarter:
awwww.. hope you can sleep soon.
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hope you can sleep soon.[Edited on Dec 02, 2004 4:36PM]
Argh, fuck money. Being poor blows.
I want to be with Melissa, this is the 21st century, where is the tube technology that will transport me to virginia in the blink of an eye? Held up by big oil lobbyists no doubt. How can I stand to wait till March to see her? I'm already prancing around like a kindergartner who needs to go to...
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I want to be with Melissa, this is the 21st century, where is the tube technology that will transport me to virginia in the blink of an eye? Held up by big oil lobbyists no doubt. How can I stand to wait till March to see her? I'm already prancing around like a kindergartner who needs to go to...
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cricket:
very funny. . . . ..i think 
fyrestarter:
i bet melissa wants to be with you as well.
Well its nice to be on a break. But I have work to do. My bro came up to visit this weekend, we didn't do shit b/c we're both broke as hell, but it was nice to see him. I put up a few more pics of mine to look at. Enjoy.
fyrestarter:
mmeeaowww.... i enjoyed the new pics. especially the one for me!! so is that small sculpture yours? i like it. that style would be nice cast in bronze.
i enjoyed the new pics. especially the one for me!! so is that small sculpture yours? i like it. that style would be nice cast in bronze.
hotcurry:
heehee... I didn't think of it until you brought it up. but yeah, I suppose so.
God, I wish I knew why I get so depressed. My doctor was telling today about how everyone develops these core self beliefs, some good some bad, and people choose to remember certain experiences that validate those core beliefs. This just totally struck a cord with me, like an epiphany. Some of these memories that I have, that hurt so bad, but when I look...
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fyrestarter:
it seems to me that it's all in your head...because i am finding out you are awesome. i used to have a problem with self image. my grandad did some really fucked up shit to me, and i didn't think i was worth the shit you scrape off your shoe for a long time. 
but i'm not that way anymore. i am glad you are feeling better these days!!
talk to ya soon...
i used to have a problem with self image. my grandad did some really fucked up shit to me, and i didn't think i was worth the shit you scrape off your shoe for a long time. but i'm not that way anymore. i am glad you are feeling better these days!!
talk to ya soon...
I'm horribly depressed. I cut my arm up with a broken shot glass at the bar. I'm so pathetic, I get so torn. erin doesn't seem to care about me. i can't take it, I wanna die. why cant I get someone to love me, it would make me so happy to have someone ask me about my day2day, to sleep with me, to scratch...
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I'm bored, theyre putting in ethernet wiring and they're making hella noise, how am I supposed to sleep until 5 oclock? I woke up really horny today. I'm tired.
when i moved back to virginia from santa fe, i was soooo excited to get some home cooked meals. i hope that your xmas vacation is completely non stressful and relaxing. you deserve it!!
....i have a feeling you will be getting some pressies from melissa.