I am so tired of being sad and lonely of playing the victim role, the pitty me bit. I want to be happy. I want to be content with my life, with being single, with my current circumstances. I want to love me. I am starting to try to really become my own friend and it is going to be a long road of getting...
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Today is a day about me. I have thus far cleaned my room, danced, sang and researched music lessons in the greater denver area. I am on week one of quiting smoking me and Jacquelyn told each other we would buy ourselves music lessons once we have been non smokers for one month. Today I am going out to shoot some photography and just get...
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jbasin:
That's what I'm talking about! I'm glad you are over your "funk". Have fun and post some cool pix whenever you can. Also, that is one gorgeaous photo of you in this blog. You are so beautiful!
You never know who your true friends are until it has hit you so hard in the face that you feel so burned, that you are raw and the only way you can handle the pain is by numbing yourself with anything that can make you feel slightly better than the broken peices of person you are trying to keep together. I will never open...
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This blog is going to be about my shitty experiences with men and relationships in general but mostly just with men. I feel that practically all the relationships I know are based on a foundation of lies and mutually accepted delusion. I purchased a book a couple months back called "Why Men Love Bitches" the sad thing about purchasing this book is that I was...
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jbasin:
It's too bad you haven't met any guys that will treat you as well as you should be treated. I promise you there are some good ones out there, and you seem like such a sweet, fun-loving person that I'm sure you'll find what you're looking for soon. Go out and have a great weekend! Don't worry about the future - today will take care of itself, and tomorrow may never come. 
Oh goodness, I am sick right now and just emtionally drained. Lately I have been an emtional roller coaster. One day I am on top of the world and the next I am near death. I have never really been this unstable in my life. I know things that might help but my motivation is seriouslly lacking. Jacquelyn came home today, which makes me slightly...
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So, I got what I was wishing for. I decided I can work hard and party hard. I met up with one old freind Corey on friday to talk about a buisness him and his friend Baily are starting up. I have alot of faith in these guys and their product so I am thinking about investing. We had a buisness meeting which was great...
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This morning I am sitting trying to get motivated to do anything. I am listening to my MSTRKRFT radio station on pandora, listening to Justice, drinking my coffee and wishing I was having a dance party. I am really trying to buckle down and get my shit together but the night life is calling me. I wish I could just spend my time dancing my...
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oui:
OH MY FUCK. They legalized gay marriage in Iowa today. Come git it.
your wife awaits
lolol
your wife awaits
lolol
aw your blog. we're in the same boat. oof. i do need to somehow get your camera before my trip.