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So this blog is going to be an update of what has been going on in my life for the last six months as well as a picture blog. "Should I talk about music should I talk about love, cars, drugs or parties I should talk about something I know girls and fashion. I should tell you about my shoes collection."
So, my life has been filled with lots of partying, going to lots of concerts and just having a great time with friends. I have had some tragedies in the last six months. My cousin Merideth got in a terrible car accident and passed away in August. This has been something I can not even process so I have been sort of running since then. She left behind her daughter Claire, who I have fallen in love with. I love this little girl more than anything! Two weeks after losing Merideth my Great Grandfather passed away. Since these dates I have been partying non stop I guess to numb myself.
My dear friend Jacque has gone to Iowa and I miss her a great deal. I am listening to Uffie and it reminds me of driving to Fort Collins. It is strange how a certain song can bring back such vivid feelings and memories. So with Jacque gone I had to find a new girlfriend to party with her name is Mimi she is a great girl but I prefer Jacque. There is more to Jacque then just partying. Now the scene has gotten old and I have realized that finding a legit friend in this sort of lifestyle is almost impossible.
I now live with one of my dearest friends and have gotten to know him better then I would have liked. He is a severe alcoholic and clinically depressed. So instead of being his friend I now am his mother. I am constantly babysitting him. It is becoming overwhelming. But how do you just walk away from someone when you know your all he has?
Other than living with him not much more is going on in my life. I have a hate love relationship with a man named Jon. At the moment we like each other but who knows how long this will last. I am going to be celebrating my 24th birthday after the new year and Jacque is coming out to visit. I need to find a job and a new place. I am reading a book called Choke I have started running again. I am looking for a new hobby no ideas yet.

This is my Claire Bear!

This is Jon sometimes I like him. Right here I do!

I miss this woman more than anything in the world!

This is Mimi, just a good time.

This is one of my best friends Joe!

This is Jay one of my close friends. When me and him go out it is rockstar gangster status!

This is Mal. She is one of the most genuine people I have ever met.

And me!!!!!