I have the best news for Jacquelyn!!!!!! And I can not get ahold of her!!!!! Grrrr!!!!!!!!
CALL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!! JACQUELYN JANE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CALL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have good news she is always on line or up but no not tongiht! I am going to buy you a ticket to come and see me but I need to know you obligations for the week.
Call me I am telapathically...
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CALL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!! JACQUELYN JANE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CALL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have good news she is always on line or up but no not tongiht! I am going to buy you a ticket to come and see me but I need to know you obligations for the week.
Call me I am telapathically...
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The time is 7:30 am on Thursday the 28th of May, I am sitting here drinking dandelion tea and reading the book "Still Life with Woodpecker" by Tom Robbins. I have to say I love this book; it is now my favorite manuscript. I arrived back from my vacation just fine; we did run into some dreadful weather on the way there and back. Apparently...
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zombiegonzo:
I loved Still Life With Woodpecker - read it last summer - Have you read Fierce Invalids Home From Hot Climates? If not, pick it up! I just picked up Half-Asleep in Frog Pajamas, its good so far....
Sorry to hear you're sick... Glad you had a good Vacation though
Sorry to hear you're sick... Glad you had a good Vacation though
oui:
i miss you
This is the only life I have so I am going to cherrish it. I am going to live every moment like it is my last. I am going to have amazing days and then I am going to have days when it is impossible to breath but I can never enjoy the best of my days without experiencing the worst days. So I am...
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Today I had coffee with an old friend that at one time ment the world to me. It was nice to see him. However, it was incrediablly terrifying to realize I would give up everything I have worked so hard for to have one more chance with him. We talked, cried and laughed. It was really amazing to know that I loved someone so much...
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oui:
I've been telling you that forever! I'm glad he could make you believe it though!
"Don't sit around waiting for things to get better, it is not always about the destination- the journey is what makes you who you are."
From me to you: you are not sitting still. You are constantly in transit. Take advantage of the time you have right now (ie summer, before things cascade and fall moreso into place) to change something-- if nothing else, change your thoughts.
I LOVE YOU...
"...it was incrediablly terrifying to realize I would give up everything I have worked so hard for to have one more chance with him... "
Would you? Really?
"Don't sit around waiting for things to get better, it is not always about the destination- the journey is what makes you who you are."
From me to you: you are not sitting still. You are constantly in transit. Take advantage of the time you have right now (ie summer, before things cascade and fall moreso into place) to change something-- if nothing else, change your thoughts.
I LOVE YOU...
"...it was incrediablly terrifying to realize I would give up everything I have worked so hard for to have one more chance with him... "
Would you? Really?
I am just tired. I have not smoked now for 16 days except for one day I had a slip up but other than that I am going strong! I thought me not smoking would make me feel healthier but actually I have felt tired and have been sick or rather just felt under the weather since I stopped. I would love to start doing...
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I have just cried for the last two hours, my eyes are so puffy I can hardly see. Someone I loved very deeply for five years of my life and still to this day, has hurt me. I miss what we had the good not the bad. The bad just outwieghed the good in the end. He thinks the past five years were nothing and...
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jbasin:
They say time heals all wounds. I disagree. Time just dulls our memory enough to where we can deal with the pain better. But I can tell you this with 100% certainty: Stay positive and you WILL be OK! Trust in your own choices and stay resilient. "Just remember, the sweet is never as sweet without the sour." (from the movie Vanilla Sky)
I am so tired of being sad and lonely of playing the victim role, the pitty me bit. I want to be happy. I want to be content with my life, with being single, with my current circumstances. I want to love me. I am starting to try to really become my own friend and it is going to be a long road of getting...
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oui:
omg hey sexy
aw your blog. we're in the same boat. oof. i do need to somehow get your camera before my trip.
aw your blog. we're in the same boat. oof. i do need to somehow get your camera before my trip.
oui:
hmm maybe on the way to the airport i could grab the camera and drop off the ring?
Today is a day about me. I have thus far cleaned my room, danced, sang and researched music lessons in the greater denver area. I am on week one of quiting smoking me and Jacquelyn told each other we would buy ourselves music lessons once we have been non smokers for one month. Today I am going out to shoot some photography and just get...
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jbasin:
That's what I'm talking about! I'm glad you are over your "funk". Have fun and post some cool pix whenever you can. Also, that is one gorgeaous photo of you in this blog. You are so beautiful!
You never know who your true friends are until it has hit you so hard in the face that you feel so burned, that you are raw and the only way you can handle the pain is by numbing yourself with anything that can make you feel slightly better than the broken peices of person you are trying to keep together. I will never open...
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