jazz

Hello hell kats and kittens,

I haven't felt much like perusing SG of late. Mainly due to the fact that Iv been feeling very contemplative, pessimistic and melancholic. Iv been feeling rather alone for the past couple of months. Even though in those couple of months Iv had the most people around me I think I have had in a long time. You know how the feeling of being alone can be exaggerated when you are sournded by people you dont care for nor do they care for you. That's how Iv felt for the longest time. So what I really wanted to do these past couple of weeks is just assess where I am with people and what I want out of my friendships and acquaints. I feel allot stronger now and a lot more comfortable around people than I did before. I have figured out the people that aren't the best for me and have distanced myself from them and in turn I have decided who are most important to me. So I can know concentrate on making them feel special and loved. That includes the friends I have at home who live close by. The friends I haven't seen in the longest time. That for whatever reason Iv lost touch with. And the friends I have made on SG that have been my saving grace over the past couple of months. I really do appreciate you guys. At present I dont have much contact with open minded individuals so SG is a haven for me in that respect.


So thank you.
Much love and respect.
Jazz
MWAH!