jazkitty

ok, so i had yet another lonely Christmas, well i was not lonely but i did not have any family with me, and that sucked......i spent Christmas with my friends family and it was ok but i felt sad because i had none of my family with me.
got some great presents from my family though, a lot sent to me. but they didn't get to see me open them.

i have come to the conclusion that i hate Christmas and its on my list of useless holidays that make me depressed or angry, here is my list in order of the bad to the not so bad......
1. Valentines Day - it makes me depressed, i'm always alone on this day and have never received a card, rose, text, call, chocolates or anything like that, never in my whole life.
2. Christmas - i haven't had one with my whole family since i was about 5 because my family split and that ended it all, and i get angry because its extremely busy at work and ppl yell at me and swear because they cant get what they want, and whats with that fat guy in red, what an idiot.
3. Easter - don't get me wrong i love chocolate and it does make me happy when i get chocolate but i get sick from too much and then i get turned off chocolate for a week, but its not too bad, oh and whats with the bunny?? bunnies don't lay eggs, where did he get the eggs from, its just nonsense.

there is one that i love.....
1. New Years - The best holiday ever, no complaints here, its a reason to drink and have fun, i love it!!!

any way, thats all i have to say for this year, hope next year is better for me.

love you all
all my love
xoxoxoxxo
Jaz