went to daves last night <3 we watched "the exorcism of emily rose". then we made out on the couch and went to bed 
i love waking up next to him. its one of the best feelings in the entire world
after he dropped me off to go to work, i was going to get ready for class but then i realized its mlk jr....
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i love waking up next to him. its one of the best feelings in the entire world
after he dropped me off to go to work, i was going to get ready for class but then i realized its mlk jr....
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woah ho hoahhh
you can go ahead and label last night a big, fat, skull fuck.
i mean, i love my ex boyfriend. hes the biggest part of my past, the most important part, and he will always be my first love, and best friend. always. no one can take that away from him. but last night confirmed it... i have changed. and i have...
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you can go ahead and label last night a big, fat, skull fuck.
i mean, i love my ex boyfriend. hes the biggest part of my past, the most important part, and he will always be my first love, and best friend. always. no one can take that away from him. but last night confirmed it... i have changed. and i have...
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ldwarren:
I like this journal. Im pleased you are progressing. I've been reading a succession of journals from you about how great Dave is, which is good obviously, but its important you dont stand still too, and it seems you arent.
nalar:
Wanting to be a better person is always admirable. To do it for yourself admirable and enlightening.
I'm always doing both, because I know I've got tons of flaws that I'd like to attack and resolve.
I'm always doing both, because I know I've got tons of flaws that I'd like to attack and resolve.
fucking a dude
i am so happy i cant even contain it. im dancing around my room right now to loud ass music. doesnt matter what comes on im going to dance.
everything is just so perfect right now
dave is absolutely incredible, there are no other words. maybe amazing, spectacular... but those are just words. whats important is the feeling i get when i...
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i am so happy i cant even contain it. im dancing around my room right now to loud ass music. doesnt matter what comes on im going to dance.
everything is just so perfect right now
dave is absolutely incredible, there are no other words. maybe amazing, spectacular... but those are just words. whats important is the feeling i get when i...
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HOLY FUCKING SHIT
i just got a call from a talen agency and if i can find a way to get my ass down to troy for an evaluation and interview i could be going to the mother fucking superbowl for a promotional modeling gig, FOR FREE!!
pimp
i just got a call from a talen agency and if i can find a way to get my ass down to troy for an evaluation and interview i could be going to the mother fucking superbowl for a promotional modeling gig, FOR FREE!!
pimp
tikki:
Congrats and good luck sweety 
"The way you two met was magical. They know it and you know it. Just about everything that's happened since also seems to have carried that lovely, magical tone."
dave- "i have the biggest morning wood right now"
me- "cool"
dave- "i know. you can touch it if you want"
hahahaha
we are such nerds
<3.
me- "cool"
dave- "i know. you can touch it if you want"
hahahaha
we are such nerds
<3.
mezra:
nerds not big ones
hope you got some good wood this morning.
m
hope you got some good wood this morning.
m
i just noticed a line in this book i must have missed before. i know i never read it.
50% of bulemics exhibit kleptomania, drug use, or promiscuity.
i exhibit all four.
50% of bulemics exhibit kleptomania, drug use, or promiscuity.
i exhibit all four.
ive been out of it lately
like, on another planet. i cant really explain it. im just... in a mood.
im sure its partially due to me reading "i hate you dont leave me" again. its like someone dissected me and wrote it all down. its just unrealistically accurate. beyond fathomable.
watched "girl, interrupted" with ben last night. just having a little borderline party with...
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like, on another planet. i cant really explain it. im just... in a mood.
im sure its partially due to me reading "i hate you dont leave me" again. its like someone dissected me and wrote it all down. its just unrealistically accurate. beyond fathomable.
watched "girl, interrupted" with ben last night. just having a little borderline party with...
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bakeryman:
Crazy things can be fun
Later
Later
im on a fucking caffeine high right now. i had some coffee this morning before work, then again at work with dave, and now i just took some awake pills cause my day is just jam packed today. i have to go back out now to run more errands then im working at 5. if any of you were anywhere near the area id tell...
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bakeryman:
I have not had any caffeine in 2 days.
Later
ps. You on caffeine
Theres just no stopping you.
[Edited on Jan 07, 2006 9:02PM]
Later
ps. You on caffeine
Theres just no stopping you.
[Edited on Jan 07, 2006 9:02PM]