jayye

something i wrote for my friend who has no idea how important he is to me,,, and it sucks that things suck,,, but everything happens for a reason, right?

its exrtemely personal and only he will understand it, but ill let you guys read it anyways

im so sorry i had to say goodbye
it hurt to much to tell you why
its not that you didnt love me enough
or that my life has been too rough
im just better off without all the bruises
from the game we play where everyone loses
its tough to let go
and its hard to say no
but every choice i have made
ive continued to grow
and maybe one day we'll meet again
say "how've you been doing"
and "remember when?"
we'll drink pink lemonade and sit by the river,
remembering old times that we spent together.
my life isnt easy
the decisions i make
affect every moment
and each step i take
even the right way hurts sometimes,
but i believe that your heart is always in mine.
and by the river that day that we meet you will say
"memories are such a beautiful thing..."
and ill nod my head
"remember that spring?
when we planted our garden, the world was our own
and all the people around us", but we were always alone...
and you say "no one can ever take that away,
no matter how far we run or how fast we go, it will always be ours"
and i'll say, "i know"
it still hurts inside, when i close my eyes
its your face that i see
your face that haunts me
but ill never regret those moments we had
the cheap beer and sunsets, spending all day in bed
youre still with me now,
and youll see on that day the time on your watch,
"its time to part ways".
and i'll start to cry
and youll look at me and then wipe the tear from under my eye
"go back to your music", "go back to your guy"
"i'll remember you always"
"i love you, goodbye."