jayye

so one of my friends was performing in the drag show at spiral the other night, so i dragged calo along with me it was a good time. it kind of depresses me that some men have better female bodies than i do!! haha, but he was awesome. gay bars are always so much fun. better than regular bars, anyways. straight guys at bars = more than likely assholes, gay guys at bars = the sweetest people youve ever met

but thats enough of that. i dont really know what im doing right now. im in a situation. a funk, if you will. nothing is bad, but nothing is real good, either. well, thats a lie. one thing is real good. better than it ever has beebn. better than it ever should be. i dont deserve this wonderful person that came into my world so suddenly and turned it upside down. but i am very, VERY thankful to be experiencing such bliss. its quite incredible.

school is almost done. my grades arent as good as they could be had i tried, but theyre good enough i guess. i had an interview in minneapolis today to be a flight attendant, should i choose to. but i think im going to stick it out with school and graduate, then i can do whatever i want. i dont want to be 30 and still in school.

toilsome is playing st andrews hall (one of my favorite venues in detroit) in june. im so excited. im going to make my ex boyfriend go for sure, and everyone i can from home. wooo metal

tomorrow i have so much stuff to do. its overwhelming, really. more stuff than i can handle. and definitely more than i have time/money for. i need money real bad right now.... trying to get my ass in gear. i certainly dont want to be poor again.

i heard a rumor that metallica might slide in the open spot on ozzfest this year... if anyone can confirm that, i would greatly appreciate it. thats vital information for me, and basically will be the deciding factor whether or not i will prostitute myself in order to get enough money to go thanks loves

its 2am, night night!