jayye

oh my god. maybe its a good thing i dont have many days off. i got angry last night... because i totally overreacted... and decided to get slammed by myself. well, i mean there were other people there, my roommate, his friend and my two friends... but it was my full intention to get beyond fucked up, and i definitely did.
yeah i decided it would be a good idea to drink a pint of vodka alone, smoke down with my rommmate like 6 times, and take 2400 mgs of darvocet... with all the medication im on... yeah it was rough. i spent all of today laying in bed with a wicked stomach ache, puking up anything i ate.
dave came over to drop off money cause i bought us aerosmith tickets, and i looked like i had just got hit by a truck. he asked me like 3 times if i was ok, and at one point, i actually had to go to the bathroom to throw up and then return to the living room so i could talk to him. he just called right now to make sure i was ok.
fuck
i didnt go to class, and im calling in to one of my jobs tomorrow too. my psychotherapist will have a blast with this one tomorrow.