better? maybe.
i was at daves, and my dad called. my first thought? someone must have died. thats a horrible thing to think, but i cant remember the last time i talked to my dad unless there was something he needed, or i needed, or we had a funeral to go to. my dad and i ... just arent buddies. but he called- dave said it was because it was christmas... highly doubtful. he didnt call me on my birthday? why would christmas be any different. so eventually we got a hold of each other... what do you know... dave might have been right. someone must have knocked my father upside the head with christmas spirti- that or me holding out contact enough finally got to im. hes giving me money for my birthday and christmas, and said he'll finally start helping me with my massiive msu debt. merry christmas! so... im happy about that. i mean, it wont solve my problems... and more than likely, he'll change his mind and leave me alone again... but its at least nice to know hes thinking about me, and even if its just for a month, is willing to try and put our differences aside and help me out a little... you know... like a father should. im not expecting much- but its always nice to hear that your dad might in fact care about you... just a little bit.
it was nice having three days off.
no it wasnt. just three days im stressing out about money. but it did give me the chance to go out with backus and some meijer people... and spend some wuality night time with dave
i have to work tomorrow at 6am... but thats good. i need the money. and i need to do something... i feel like im wasting my time when im not working... or having sex :p jkjk.
oh, and aladdins called me. yes, the same middle eastern restaurant that i left because my boss grabbed me. the poor bastards need a waitress friday night- heh. sadly, ill probably do it. i need to pay my rent, somehow. and hey, if anyone grabs me this time, ill be smart enoug to slap a lawsuit on their ass- and then i wont have to work ever again!
time to listen to some music, watch rw/rr challenge, think about davey, and go to bed <3
ps. randy on rw/rr challenge really really reminds me of dave... i dont know why, but its really enjoyable... he and kina are so cute
pps. mike and harry have been living with us the past couple of days, and its great. mike is drunk and running around my room right now wanting to see naked pictures of girls- kind of funny that im the only girl in this apartment- yet i have all the access to naked chicks and porn... hmm... maybe its time to reevaluate my life
i was at daves, and my dad called. my first thought? someone must have died. thats a horrible thing to think, but i cant remember the last time i talked to my dad unless there was something he needed, or i needed, or we had a funeral to go to. my dad and i ... just arent buddies. but he called- dave said it was because it was christmas... highly doubtful. he didnt call me on my birthday? why would christmas be any different. so eventually we got a hold of each other... what do you know... dave might have been right. someone must have knocked my father upside the head with christmas spirti- that or me holding out contact enough finally got to im. hes giving me money for my birthday and christmas, and said he'll finally start helping me with my massiive msu debt. merry christmas! so... im happy about that. i mean, it wont solve my problems... and more than likely, he'll change his mind and leave me alone again... but its at least nice to know hes thinking about me, and even if its just for a month, is willing to try and put our differences aside and help me out a little... you know... like a father should. im not expecting much- but its always nice to hear that your dad might in fact care about you... just a little bit.
it was nice having three days off.
no it wasnt. just three days im stressing out about money. but it did give me the chance to go out with backus and some meijer people... and spend some wuality night time with dave
i have to work tomorrow at 6am... but thats good. i need the money. and i need to do something... i feel like im wasting my time when im not working... or having sex :p jkjk.
oh, and aladdins called me. yes, the same middle eastern restaurant that i left because my boss grabbed me. the poor bastards need a waitress friday night- heh. sadly, ill probably do it. i need to pay my rent, somehow. and hey, if anyone grabs me this time, ill be smart enoug to slap a lawsuit on their ass- and then i wont have to work ever again!
time to listen to some music, watch rw/rr challenge, think about davey, and go to bed <3
ps. randy on rw/rr challenge really really reminds me of dave... i dont know why, but its really enjoyable... he and kina are so cute
pps. mike and harry have been living with us the past couple of days, and its great. mike is drunk and running around my room right now wanting to see naked pictures of girls- kind of funny that im the only girl in this apartment- yet i have all the access to naked chicks and porn... hmm... maybe its time to reevaluate my life