jayye

OMG nine inch nails were AMAZING
arguably the best live show i have ever seen. and ive seen a fuck of a lot of shows.
it was just incredible. trent reznor, is seriously, god.
listening to the crowd sing along with him to "hurt", literally sent shivers up and down my spine. it was so unreal, i cant even believe it. anyone who has not seen nin live, go do it. they are untouchable. wow.

so two nights ago i had three hours of sleep, work from 9-5, nin concert from 5-midnight, came home and ate, took a shower, snuggled with ben, and then got ready for work, work from 6am-230, walked home from meijers (a good 3 miles) and now, im supposed to go play softball with my friends. my feet hurt so bad, i have a massive headache from not sleeping, my knees are killing me, my shin splints hurt more than they have since high school track, and im literally passing out as i type. i dont think im gonna make it to that softball game, which makes me want to cry because ive been dying to play for so long, with my friends no less, but i just cannot move

i hope ben hurries up, i need to be loved