jaysinstatic138

ALL FUCKED UP!

AHHHHHH!!!
Fuck my mind is racing
Should I live
Should I die
Should I live
Should i die
AHHHHH!!!!
I'm losing control
Am i alive or died
God i'm fucked in the head
Most would say I'm insane for
Thinking like this
But i don't wanna die
In the literal since
If all this fucking jibberish really makes since
I'm simply saying i feel dead inside
Kinda kinda like i got killed in a drive-by
My heart was ripped from my chest
An stomped to the ground
FUCKIN SHIT
God dammit god y do you curse me
Emmerse me in so much pain that it hurts me
What the hell did i ever do to deserve this pain
Don't you hear me screaming your name
Y GOD Y DO YOU CURSE ME
PLEASE GOD PLEASE JUST HELP
I'm sick in fucking tired of the devil holding my hand
Dragging me into the dirt to do his dirty deeds
Fuck that man
I DO WANNA LIVE MY LIFE
I DO WANNA BE FUCKING HAPPY
I just feel kinda sad
Cuz my lifes so crappy
PLEASE GOD JUST HELP ME