wow another night with family.......................
Im broken and tired... I may only be 28 years old but Im already ruined. I love the holidays and especially Christmas !! But crap I cant deal with even my relatives. IMaybe Im so jaded from the war and the military that I cant even enjoy hanging out with my family but geez, I should be able too. I have soo much shrapnel left in my body that I cant fly without permission from a senator and congress cause I set off every metal detector. But fuck I cant decorate a tree without without feeling weird. Help I guess . Oh wait nobody gives a fuck cause its not Vietnam. You know its over a million who have fought in the Iraq and Afghanistan wars since 2001. I have been 3 years plus and no real medals, does that make me a loser? No because I have been a medic and a radar guy. WTF . I never was EOD or some cool shit like that but I know I saved more lives than that.
Thank you and goodnite
I just wanna live a normal life somewhere quiet. I think Canada is quieter than here. I know I am bitching but really who cares if my own government doesn't care.????????
Im broken and tired... I may only be 28 years old but Im already ruined. I love the holidays and especially Christmas !! But crap I cant deal with even my relatives. IMaybe Im so jaded from the war and the military that I cant even enjoy hanging out with my family but geez, I should be able too. I have soo much shrapnel left in my body that I cant fly without permission from a senator and congress cause I set off every metal detector. But fuck I cant decorate a tree without without feeling weird. Help I guess . Oh wait nobody gives a fuck cause its not Vietnam. You know its over a million who have fought in the Iraq and Afghanistan wars since 2001. I have been 3 years plus and no real medals, does that make me a loser? No because I have been a medic and a radar guy. WTF . I never was EOD or some cool shit like that but I know I saved more lives than that.
Thank you and goodnite
I just wanna live a normal life somewhere quiet. I think Canada is quieter than here. I know I am bitching but really who cares if my own government doesn't care.????????
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Your on the right track, your doing well hun. Hugs to you! xo