Monday Dec 12, 2011

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wow another night with family.......................

Im broken and tired... I may only be 28 years old but Im already ruined. I love the holidays and especially Christmas !! But crap I cant deal with even my relatives. IMaybe Im so jaded from the war and the military that I cant even enjoy hanging out with my family but geez, I should be able too. I have soo much shrapnel left in my body that I cant fly without permission from a senator and congress cause I set off every metal detector. But fuck I cant decorate a tree without without feeling weird. Help I guess . Oh wait nobody gives a fuck cause its not Vietnam. You know its over a million who have fought in the Iraq and Afghanistan wars since 2001. I have been 3 years plus and no real medals, does that make me a loser? No because I have been a medic and a radar guy. WTF . I never was EOD or some cool shit like that but I know I saved more lives than that.




Thank you and goodnite
I just wanna live a normal life somewhere quiet. I think Canada is quieter than here. I know I am bitching but really who cares if my own government doesn't care.????????
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mustangbeauty:
Much love sweetpea!!!! Things will smooth out with time you'll see. Hard to feel that way in the moment though i understand. You know the good you have done. You have a good heart and soul, whether it's publicly recognized has nothing to do with it hun, just matters to those that actually mean something to you, those are the ones you want around anyway smile
Your on the right track, your doing well hun. Hugs to you! xo
mustangbeauty:
biggrin blush Thank you!!!!

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