jayrock

I came to another conclusion...Im tired of burning bridges....

I got an e-mail from Lacey...I e-mailed her saying that I can't be a jerk...but anyway...i feel alone because I burn bridges. I can regain friendships. I just have to keep in touch. I hope I can be friends with Cait and to whoever I ignored or feel that I am ignoring.


so on that note...
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Story time....


Last night I was looking at some SG girls. Now... from the frat house down street you can probaby see what I am looking at from down the street. If you look really hard, I mean my window is wide open to summer. So one of the cuties took off with one of those meatheads and she screamed out the window...."YOU SICK MOTHERFUCKER".......
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MY GOD IT IS HOT IN THIS ROOM(gasps for air)


anyway I gave myself a revelation today....

After many years of wondering why I feel I haven't really accomplished anything I have come to a conclusion...I am in love with ideas...im not going to go into details..but what I am saying is that I am a big dreamer...with nothing to show for it.

its depressing...
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My drummer came through again....

We talked....I told her what was new....

she had some helpful advice..basically she said to let things flow...things happen for a reason....I told her that i am impatient...

so I better get off my ass.

here is a song...is your "cause" in this song somewhere

Teen Idols
Turning The Tide

excuse me but I have my own opinions or don't...
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I feel like writing.....

The last hours of our dogs life was...well I can't put the feeling in words. My mother and step-father were a wreck. I cried on and off. We waited for awhile which urked me. When the vet came in she explained the procedure. So as the Vet inserted the "poison" we were comforting him. My mother cried the most I have...
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well it looks like im not going to Kazoo tonight....Eric has a date and then some

Well in an hour and half our family dog will put to eternal sleep....we are sure gonna miss him

lets see....yeah...the dog thing has put a damper on getting things done today...but thats just how it goes i guess.

later journal

well I received some sad news tonight....we have to put our family dog to sleep...he is just suffering...we love him too much to let that happen. So tommorow will be sad. Everybody is going to be crushed and we will be there for each other. Pets are our friends. They can't talk..but they sure do know how to love...if only as humans...we can be as...
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What a gorgeous day....after a late night of ranting and raving...I decided to listen to this Pogues song- The Sunny Side of the Street.

Today I go see if I can get a personal loan..to pay some shit off and buy new guitars ect ect. Im thinking that I should pay 6 months worth of rent..because Rob is having some money trouble...he has done allot...
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its 2am and I cant sleep.....too much on my mind.....what else could it be but love/girls/relationships

Im looking back on all the girls I have tried be with or befriend. One girl lead me on, one girl was too negative, two didn't know what they wanted. What the fuck am I doing wrong...what attracts to me to flighty girls...granted I always find that out in...
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well looks like moving to Kazoo is not gonna happen. It all depened on school down there. I would have to take courses at KVCC and Western....forget that. I have to stay here and do it all in building.

Well I guess of moving away is back for my 10 year plan.

currently it is raining, im listening to Face To Face and Josie is...
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