jayrock

I have been thinking about this lately. It was after my teacher had explained to us how our health has an effect on our ability to learn. I put what he said to the faults in my practicing and homework time. I get easily frustrated and sometimes downright angry when I practice. I take a step back, to do what? Smoke a cigarette. Now that takes away time from what I have to do.

But also the drug is still in me. So it cause allot of unrest.
So basically if I take care of myself I can see a change in my stamina.

Also....I stink!.....my room stinks!.....car stinks!....Josie stinks!, sometimes...I just feel dirty....I feel worse about it when I drink. Its time to stop. Its starts today Sunday Nov. 21