jayrock

its 2am and I cant sleep.....too much on my mind.....what else could it be but love/girls/relationships

Im looking back on all the girls I have tried be with or befriend. One girl lead me on, one girl was too negative, two didn't know what they wanted. What the fuck am I doing wrong...what attracts to me to flighty girls...granted I always find that out in the end. I mean come on....its relationships we are talking about here. Why is that so hard to figure out. Granted we all want to fuck...but we are people with feelings..and that only heightens the experience. You know what if I met somebody tommorow and we are happily married for 50-60 yrs? Sounds simple and bland....but to me...that is what all is left. All other shit is a game...a game that I do not want to play.

It has been a long time since I have told someone that I loved them. Thats what makes me sad. I want to kiss someone everyday...hug them everyday...take a nap with them ect ect.


I am still sitting here trying to figure what I am doing wrong...WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING WRONG!!!

here have a drink...its on me


side note: hmmm...looks like im the creepy type...I have been told that...but I just don't give a FUCK