Thursday Dec 12, 2002

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today, my heart aches. i am not sure when it will stop. i feel like i am ready to self destruct...the day has been long, and cold. i want to sleep, but i need to take my mind far away. i want to runaway where no one can find me. i think it gets better from here, but it's hard to see through the dark.
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sd:
I know exactly how that feels. I've had many of those days, still do every once in a while. There's nothing to be done about it. Not much you can do about it either way. And ya, the darkness can be pretty intense, but you just gotta prod on. None of this 'smile your way through it' crap either. For me, it's always been just to keep moving, Try to keep your mind off of it. Sometimes the smallest things will help. And always, in all things, be honest with yourself. See the bad, see the good. It does get better.
quinne:
jayne its like your typing what im thinking in my head
maybe we should both run & meet in the middle & see how it is there

it will get better , whatever it is

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