right when you think your finances are turning up...you get slapped in the face!!!! yes, that's what's happened to me. I got this lovely big paycheck while i was on holiday, then last week....didn't get paid!!!!! so....me thinking i had extra money, i got a few bills paid, rent check out..etc., then i found out i got all of my holiday pay the week before, hence the big paycheck! FUCK!!!! great, so, today i realize i'm overdrawn, with two bills to pay before the 12th. so i'm in the process of sorting that out. i fucking hate money.
i am already missing british sweets and food!!! is that odd? you lucky bastards have a lot of good stuff that i can't get here!!
i hate it! i'm in a mopey bratty mood i guess.
today has been unproductive eventhough i made plans to get lots done today. maybe i still will. i wanted to go into town and be a bit active today. run around in the sun that portland has been lucky to get. i guess it's still not too late, but i can't be bothered to get my ass off the couch.
pathetic. when i get depressed i get so lazy and mopey and just wanna lay around all day. i need to get motivated!!! i actually went and worked out for an hour last nite, swam, sat in the jacuzzi / hot tub, and then in the steam room for a while. i feel better today that i did the day before. i think the heat definitely helps my muscles not be as sore the next day. (poor grammar, i apologize)
anyway, back to work tomorrow. hopefully i can do a few things before the sun falls out of the sky this evening...we'll see.
i am already missing british sweets and food!!! is that odd? you lucky bastards have a lot of good stuff that i can't get here!!
i hate it! i'm in a mopey bratty mood i guess.
today has been unproductive eventhough i made plans to get lots done today. maybe i still will. i wanted to go into town and be a bit active today. run around in the sun that portland has been lucky to get. i guess it's still not too late, but i can't be bothered to get my ass off the couch.
pathetic. when i get depressed i get so lazy and mopey and just wanna lay around all day. i need to get motivated!!! i actually went and worked out for an hour last nite, swam, sat in the jacuzzi / hot tub, and then in the steam room for a while. i feel better today that i did the day before. i think the heat definitely helps my muscles not be as sore the next day. (poor grammar, i apologize)
anyway, back to work tomorrow. hopefully i can do a few things before the sun falls out of the sky this evening...we'll see.
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I completely understand the "lots of plans" and sitting around not doing them thing...as I sit here pondering why I haven't gotten off of my ass and up to the theatre yet...