i am in utter awe right now. completely emotionally drained, in the best way possible. everything about return of the king was so amazingly moving, i wept through most of it. i feel a little silly, but it was so well done. i have no words to really describe it, or how i feel right now.
it made me realize how good it is to feel again, for the last few months i've been feeling things very deeply, something i haven't done in years. this is very personal, and i'm not quite sure why i'm sharing it, but as awful and depressed as i have been feeling, i feel equally as good about actually having those feelings. it's been too long since i've been either up or down, and now i'm doing too much of both, my head can't decide. but at least i'm functioning like a human, the ice around my heart has begun to melt. and as frightened as it makes me, it feels right. and i couldn't be happier. no more pushing away.
it made me realize how good it is to feel again, for the last few months i've been feeling things very deeply, something i haven't done in years. this is very personal, and i'm not quite sure why i'm sharing it, but as awful and depressed as i have been feeling, i feel equally as good about actually having those feelings. it's been too long since i've been either up or down, and now i'm doing too much of both, my head can't decide. but at least i'm functioning like a human, the ice around my heart has begun to melt. and as frightened as it makes me, it feels right. and i couldn't be happier. no more pushing away.
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thanks very much - I'm now the owner of a very groovy SG badge!!
it may just be a rumour, but did i hear right? someone said you may be with us in the UK sooner than first thought?
make sure you let one of us lot know - we'll get a meet-up organised pretty damn quick. we're getting rather good at organising them now!
think there'll be some pics up in the UK group for last nights shenanigans...mine are there already, but I'm dreading geronimos though...
check them out if you get a chance...