jayne

it felt cold inside
so we threw the radio onto the fire
it felt good to watch it burn away to nothing
you said you felt weak
i hope it's got nothing to do with the things you told me

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my life is begining to transform infront of my eyes. i'm letting the good in, and starting to think and act in a way i never thought i would. this journey i am about to embark on is an amazing one. my head has been in the clouds the past few days, it feels good. don't think. don't think. just feel. don't think. when i am able to do things the way they should be done, the result is good. -stream of consciousness- so much to be done. not enough time. so many three hour trips to be had, not enough long weekends. rationality is a gift not all of us have the fortune to have all the time. rational views of other's seem to draw situations into persepctive quickly. little sense this makes, i know. but no matter, you don't have to understand it. my thoughts are borderline mad anyhow. random.

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It felt warm inside, so we threw the television on the fire
It wasnt frustration, because I had nothing to throw away