i have such an obsessive nature. since i was a wee 15 i have been able to attatch myself quite easily to figures i cannot have, or to people that simply don't want me. in realizing that, i get very frustrated for some reason...some things are just at my finger tips, but i fear i will have to live my life not knowing one way or the other. i think for the most part, there are some things i fixate on that wouldn't be as great as i make them out to be; infact, i could tell you for sure this is true. why is it that we obsess? why can we not be simply content with what we have on our plates? i think the sad truth is, the grass is never as green as you think it might be.
despite this rant, i am quite happy with my current situation. sometimes i stop and think it's funny how people must see me on here. for the most part, you all get my worst thought and sentiments. i am not entirely sure why this site brings that out. i guess it's just an outlet for me to vent my frustrations and problems in my head. but in all reality, i'm not manic depressive, however sometimes i think i'm a bit bipolar. at times i think too much, and do too little, but i think we're all a bit guilty of that at one time or another.
i napped too long tonight, my hands and feet are swollen. i woke up all thirsty and groggy, i hate that. i always tell myself i shouldn't nap. but i do anyway.
i'm home on a saturday night once again...i don't care, mostly because i have to work tomorrow at 8am. but i think i will go to dante's on sunday, mostly because i have monday off, and so much to do around my house to prepare for the remainder of the week.
despite this rant, i am quite happy with my current situation. sometimes i stop and think it's funny how people must see me on here. for the most part, you all get my worst thought and sentiments. i am not entirely sure why this site brings that out. i guess it's just an outlet for me to vent my frustrations and problems in my head. but in all reality, i'm not manic depressive, however sometimes i think i'm a bit bipolar. at times i think too much, and do too little, but i think we're all a bit guilty of that at one time or another.
i napped too long tonight, my hands and feet are swollen. i woke up all thirsty and groggy, i hate that. i always tell myself i shouldn't nap. but i do anyway.
i'm home on a saturday night once again...i don't care, mostly because i have to work tomorrow at 8am. but i think i will go to dante's on sunday, mostly because i have monday off, and so much to do around my house to prepare for the remainder of the week.
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samebeat:
A dog groomer! How do I trick my new chihuahua into letting me brush his teeth? Sorry to post such randomness... Was just a funny coincidence because my dog is in my lap and I was thinking that while clicking random profiles from the boards (I'm new here). Anyhow, hope your mini-rut from the journal post has passed.
veganvixen:
That's my problem, thinking the grass is always greener on the other side, when it usually isn't. It seems that whenever I am with someone, I find someone else who I think is better. I don't necesarity dump the one I am with, but I woder what it would be like to be with someone else, and I start to doupt the relationship I am in. I'm getting better at realising when I have something good, and try to stop being so damn impatient.