jayne

i just realized how very much i miss sghq. and how very sad i am that it's no longer in portland. i feel very pushed to the outside, not having the guts to get up on a stage, or sit in front of a video camera, there are so many closed doors for me. i am shy. but i miss so many of my friends. and with all the fun that's being had these days down in LA, it makes me wish i had the means to get my ass down there. beautiful sunny california. i'll just stay in portland and wait for the rain.