some days I feel like shit, today is one. needing a female in my life is difficult because there is not one. i need sensuality and understanding, i need to be touched deeper than my skin. i need to be in the arms of someone like me, someone that i can kiss and love and fall asleep with. wake up in the morning and feel better about myself for being with her.
i wonder where she is.....
i wonder where she is.....
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Nature seems to conspire to thwart all the best intentions of ardent boys, though, sometimes. You get to feel you can't put the whole thing out there like a white flag on a stick, because it will just get shot off.
So a lot of the time, and not even intentionally, just sub-consciously out of instinctive self-protection, you find yourself reserving part of your ardent foot-sweeping nature. It becomes a reward for the people who bother noticing the part of it that's visible, like the little bit of an iceberg that floats above the water.
Right. So I'm sure I didn't mean to get all confessional. I just wanted to say the ardent boys are out there, but they have not got neon signs and bells on.
They have got parkas, and eyes with tiny fiery lights behind them that you can only see from certain angles.
And the girl you're looking for, she's out there, too, with the same tiny lights and two hands to hold you.
The best thing about the world is that it has everybody in the world in it.