jayhel

Arg! Thanks for the comments, all. Yes today is day 1 of quitting the herb. I realized that I have been stoned most of my life. And I started getting these weird chest pains. So I smoked the last bong yesterday. This shouldn't be so bad you think. To me it is, now already my mind is racing, it needs to slow down... It wants to slow down, but I cant I need to get Healthy.

So I actually got a long term goal: Stop smoking weed for at least 30 days (after which try to smoke occasionally). Start Exercising, I'm freaking lazy and need to work on Stamina (wonder why?) No seriously, jammed out with my band the other night, thought I was dying after a thirty minute set. The stop smoking cigarettes (the big Evil). Oh and get a make over. Tired of myself (outer). I'm getting a tattoo on Wednesday, wondering about cutting my hair really short. A tattoo I can hide but long hair isn't going down to well in the corporate environment, that I have to face half an hour a week (and my client always gives me shit about it). Maybe I can pull of a sexy short hair look, don't no.

Thats my rap for today (listening to White Zombie, arg that was the shit)