jayden

I have a huge oral presentation on nanotechnology for University Studies tomorrow, and the teacher put me with a group of retards who never come to class and don't make any effort at all whatsoever. I've had to do all the fucking work, and even though I've tried really hard the presentation is going to suck, and I'll be lucky if it's 5 minutes long. All that information is hard to compile, and writing what myself and the other girl involved (who is the only one that comes to class and knows we are doing the presentation, yet isn't doing jack shit to help me) are going to say, is incredibly stressful. Worst of all, she assigned our group to be presenting on the first day. Joe came over and helped me put my Powerpoint slides together, and even though they look cool there is only 7 of them.
This whole thing is going to be so embarassing. I already have problems with talking in front of big groups of people, and knowing that the report itself is inferior makes it worse. It's so incredibly not cool that I'm expected to do all the work, and everyone in other groups gets to divide it up amongst 4 or 5 other people.

I'm so frustrated with the whole thing that I've been crying about it for the last 10 minutes. University Studies has fucked me over so many times this year, and I can honestly say that I hold more aminosity for that class than any other horrible educational experiance, and I've had quite a few.

I'm going to fail, and in front of 30 people. Humiliation seems to be a common theme in my life lately, I guess I can add this to the list.