I will not typically do two posts in a day, maybe keep it to about 1 or 2 a week but I thought it would be good to have something that anyone can reference to get an idea of who I am.
So, for starters I am a genuinely nice person, drunk me literally tries to give people the jacket off my back if they look cold. I have no problem just buying myself a new one, except I'm not rich enough to be that nice. I can not help it though because the world is a dark place to me, so I have to be my own light. So, just know if I offer help it is just me trying to help, I have no ulterior motive. If you want a date then you can buy me a drink :P
I typically do not buy people drinks, one time I did and after about an hour of flirting she told me I was too nice so we were not each others type. So, I said that's fine and wished her a great day and went back to dancing. Speaking of which I love dancing. When I go to a club I'm not trying to hook up with anyone, if you want to dance with me please do. It will be fun, we can exchange numbers or whatever after too, but I am going to go home and sleep. If I go to a bar, then I am down for whatever because the only reason I am at a bar is either because friends dragged me there or I am hoping to get kidnapped(that's just what I call it when strangers ask me to go hang out with them, happens a lot).
Anyways enough of the boring stuff, So who am I?
I am a multi-ethnic mixing pot of awesomeness sprinkled with depression, anxiety, and a need to be loved and accepted by everyone. I know every instance in my life that caused any issue I have and still can not do anything about it. So, instead I try to be there to help others. If you give me too much attention though I will fall for you, not kidding I need to feel loved. It is bad, but because of that need, I have become an amazing lover in every sense. The want for people to not leave you will make you great at anything you think you need to be good at. Want a massage, I got you, want a pedicure you got it, want your hair braided, permed, straightened I got you, want to be pleased better than you ever have before, that is my goal :)
This along with the discovery of a bunch of sad, lonely people on the internet (especially broken girls) made me go down a slippery slope of underage camming. Went from slight flirting, to agreeing to send pictures, to they asking for me to get a cam, then it became the norm. My MSN messenger and Yahoo Messenger existed pretty much just for that purpose. There is probably at least one video of me out there, very illegal in the U.S. though, I was doing it from about age 14-17. It made me happy to make other people happy. Here is me when I was 15.Anyways, now you know my darkest side so lets move onto the brighter side of me. I love nature, sooo much. I hate when I cant spend time outside in the mountains or forests. The beach is amazing as well so I try to take lots of picture of nature and share what I see with others. Also, it is nice to look at them when I can't go out due to weather.
Here are some pictures of nature.
I also love to draw and write poetry, I am not the best at either but I am not too bad.
I am an astrophysics major, which I chose because I want to prove that no matter what you have faced in life you can still succeed. Even though I don't always believe in myself, I keep trying to push forward.
If you want to know more about me please feel free to ask. I love talking to people and learning about everyone's lives. If you just want to flirt go ahead and message me too. Flirting is a very fun was to pass time, and helps everyone's confidence.
I love you all, you are all wonderful beautiful people. The only people I do not love are those who hurt others, or take advantage of them.
