jayded

I guess having no fear of anything can be good and also bad.
Tonight when I was out I asked a bartender what some people were drinking and some fucker says "it's not for you..." so I said "I didn't fucking ask you !".
I was close to breaking him and then getting into a fight with 3 of his friends.
Then I thought about. Whats the fucking point if I beat all of their asses.
Whats the fucking point...
...What good does it do ? Nothing.
Wether I was right or wrong who cares, nothing significant would have come out of it.
I feel like a jerk. I'm glad this never happened 10 years ago because it takes me back to my fucking insane years of being fucked up and fucking beating the shit out of others.

No fear...