I did an amazing thing today..
I ventured out of my house, beyond just going to a store, work, or Krav Maga, or some other specific event, on my own free will. You have to understand I don't do well in crowds other than concerts for some reason, and I am highly sociable on the net, or in very small groups. large groups or crowds...
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I ventured out of my house, beyond just going to a store, work, or Krav Maga, or some other specific event, on my own free will. You have to understand I don't do well in crowds other than concerts for some reason, and I am highly sociable on the net, or in very small groups. large groups or crowds...
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This wordless song
Which we sung
How could I have forgotten
What Ive become
Choking on the ashes
Glazing my lungs
Ive fallen down the ladder
And broke every rung
This thing inside me
Will never leave
With every stitch frayed
It begins to seethe
These painted words
Are all I had
Now their burned away
But Im not too sad
The nails to the...
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Which we sung
How could I have forgotten
What Ive become
Choking on the ashes
Glazing my lungs
Ive fallen down the ladder
And broke every rung
This thing inside me
Will never leave
With every stitch frayed
It begins to seethe
These painted words
Are all I had
Now their burned away
But Im not too sad
The nails to the...
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sextrash:
Thanks! They're so good man, I love this line "we bleed our lives theres no will to clot them shut"
hazzard:
Why not?? 
Off tomorrow
give me some things to do, and i shall try and accomplish them. within reason, whatever you want me to do.
Yes I am that bored, now get thinking while I watch random porn.
give me some things to do, and i shall try and accomplish them. within reason, whatever you want me to do.
Yes I am that bored, now get thinking while I watch random porn.
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scratamus:
i can say that too if you'd like lmao
lee:
Have a nice day off!
Maybe it is the fact I am wide awake, but I am grumpy right now, so seeing how I pay for this, Imma blog some angers out. Nothing wrong with that, I think.
Things that are not fun/suck/piss me off
-Being up at 1247 when I have to be up at 4am.
-The hold the camera up at angle pose photo, as well as the...
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Things that are not fun/suck/piss me off
-Being up at 1247 when I have to be up at 4am.
-The hold the camera up at angle pose photo, as well as the...
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bradley:
Aw! Thanks! xoxo
scratamus:
lmao thanks 
So from what I heard only 6 of those Westboro crazy bastards went on base to protest. My supervisor said no when I asked if I could dress as Satan and have a sign that said God Hates Protesters. Shame, missed oppertunity.
OH yeah, I leave for AFGHANISTAN, in JULY now. 5th time it has changed in 3 weeks. You can imagine my stress o_0...
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OH yeah, I leave for AFGHANISTAN, in JULY now. 5th time it has changed in 3 weeks. You can imagine my stress o_0...
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tandori:
Thats the military for you always changing their minds ... can never have anything set in stone ...
Ha that woulda been awesome if you did that ... protest the protesters hahaha
Ha that woulda been awesome if you did that ... protest the protesters hahaha
moonlil:
Thanks for the compliment!
READ THIS, SUCK IT UP AND LOOK AT THE LINK SO YOU FEEL HOW I FEEL. (Hopefully angered)
As a military member, people say I fight freedom.. Ok fine.
Apparently though, I fight for THESE COCKSUCKERS FREEDOM TOO!!!!!!
http://www.godhatesfags.com/fliers/20110409_Meade-High-School-MD.pdf
I took time the rest of the week off so I won't be on base for this, simply because I would tempt myself into hurting someone....
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As a military member, people say I fight freedom.. Ok fine.
Apparently though, I fight for THESE COCKSUCKERS FREEDOM TOO!!!!!!
http://www.godhatesfags.com/fliers/20110409_Meade-High-School-MD.pdf
I took time the rest of the week off so I won't be on base for this, simply because I would tempt myself into hurting someone....
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tandori:
Wow really ... I hate shit like that ... I always have disscussions like this with my hubby and I honestly think they should make a law where people like this should not protest at service members funeral ...
And that link honestly are they really that dumb ... I believe in God but I'm not super relgious ... And everything they wrote in there saying God hates you and he has cursed you and blah blah blah ... Are they seriously that stupid ... people like that piss me off to no end ... ugh
But anywho kind sir thank you soo much for your service
And that link honestly are they really that dumb ... I believe in God but I'm not super relgious ... And everything they wrote in there saying God hates you and he has cursed you and blah blah blah ... Are they seriously that stupid ... people like that piss me off to no end ... ugh
But anywho kind sir thank you soo much for your service
psyche:
Ugh, I hate the Westboro Baptist Church. With a passion. Picketing military funerals is where even the craziest of the crazies draw the line.
You might get a kick out of Michael Moore taking on the WBC though.
You might get a kick out of Michael Moore taking on the WBC though.
I leave for Iraq in Sept. It's finalized, and it is not the job I wanted. I will be a fuckin monkey at a desk. A well paid monkey, but monkey nonetheless.
What's worse is the fear I will not perform to the best of my abilities. That gnawing in my stomach, that I will fuck this up.
I didn't fear if I got shot...
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What's worse is the fear I will not perform to the best of my abilities. That gnawing in my stomach, that I will fuck this up.
I didn't fear if I got shot...
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psyche:
I've heard from various military members it can be tough adjusting to civilian life. I'm sure you will do just fine though! That anxiety and fear believe it or not, is what is going to make you successful. Just trust me on this one. You can do it kiddo! 
Sooo uh....Mr./Mrs. Politician, could you please get your thumb out of your ass, so I and others can get FUCKING PAID?!!?!??!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? Like NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thank you,
The person who votes your ass in office to make 6 figure paychecks.
Thank you,
The person who votes your ass in office to make 6 figure paychecks.
azera:
ditto!
psyche:
Preach it, brother!!!!
Nothing like walking into work and having a NEW DEPLOYMENT slapped in your lap..ONe that no one has any clue what it is...
I am the human fucking pendulum...
I am the human fucking pendulum...
Nothing like walking into work and being told your deployment was cancelled. *That is major sarcasm...This fucking blows*
shaine:
What? For real?
acide:
Thanks for your comment
i grew up incredibly shy and forced myself to change which i think was for the better.
now i always crave to be around friends