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Home stretch in this hell hole.

Come on Oct.

Trip to Toronto
Sg party
Mother Birthday
back to Krav Maga
Moving into my own home hopefully
Deploying, hopefully
AND FOR THE LOVE OF GOD I NEED TO GET LAID >_>

I got my right nipple pierced. Left wouldn't take.

So last night I had a panic attack, in my sleep. Well sorta, woke up to one is more the idea.

Those with the knowledge of my recent life events can figure what was in my dream that sparked it

I for the first time ever, geniunely had suicide as an option on the brain for hours.

Why am I telling you? Mostly to get...
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And I almost forgot of Shark Week >_> I hope they have makos on the show

Tech N9ne is sold out,buhhhhhhh. I really needed a concert before I left Florida

Who else thinks it is wrong for an ex to keep the engagement ring?

I am rambling cause I am bored and stuck in a hotel room, now awaiting the countdown for shark week.

*Shrug*...
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Tattoo: Awesome...Tape stuck to shirt and shirt tag making me flail like a 4 year old retard monkey in a huge blanket to try and effectively get the shirt offt: Not so awesome...


"Life is full of wonderful suprises, then one final really bad one."

Fuck that and fuck it all, Imma burn it all down and enjoy it best I can


"Life is full of wonderful suprises, and the one final really bad one."

Help. Please.

I am discovering very quickly that this hurts, a lot.

Things Jason Learned This Weekend
Let's just say THIS blog isn't going to be positive

My xbox sucks and I hope it dies a horrible death

FB has replaced just a nice phone call for birthdays (yeah that bit a big one)

I am considered a liar by someone who is no longer a friend. someone i loved deeply and would of married, over something...
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So both class mates bowed out of New Orleans trip for my birthday, my big 30.
They have family coming in, both of them, so I understand (either that or both are lying)

So I either go to a crime laden, strange city for two days alone

Or I will have anxiety, and sit in my room with a sad little party hat on, staring...
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