I did an amazing thing today..
I ventured out of my house, beyond just going to a store, work, or Krav Maga, or some other specific event, on my own free will. You have to understand I don't do well in crowds other than concerts for some reason, and I am highly sociable on the net, or in very small groups. large groups or crowds really bother me.
I went to a pirate themed roller derby. It was a bizzare mix of hot girls, lesbians, dudes, and really...large girls, and some not so good looking people in general.
I didn't get the rules until about 90% into the game, and even then I am quite certain I have it very wrong.
Nonetheless, I had fun, though I honestly still feel a bit anxious and will probably not want to do that again for a long while. I am in my own home and for some reason I want to go hole up in my bedroom. See Mneylu, I finally did something.
Other News: Might be going to Pensacola for 5 months for training, and fiance' and I are on a sort of kind of break.
I ventured out of my house, beyond just going to a store, work, or Krav Maga, or some other specific event, on my own free will. You have to understand I don't do well in crowds other than concerts for some reason, and I am highly sociable on the net, or in very small groups. large groups or crowds really bother me.
I went to a pirate themed roller derby. It was a bizzare mix of hot girls, lesbians, dudes, and really...large girls, and some not so good looking people in general.
I didn't get the rules until about 90% into the game, and even then I am quite certain I have it very wrong.
Nonetheless, I had fun, though I honestly still feel a bit anxious and will probably not want to do that again for a long while. I am in my own home and for some reason I want to go hole up in my bedroom. See Mneylu, I finally did something.
Other News: Might be going to Pensacola for 5 months for training, and fiance' and I are on a sort of kind of break.
i grew up incredibly shy and forced myself to change which i think was for the better.
now i always crave to be around friends