I am getting older next month
Work is hell
Life is an anxiety attack day by day
I am trying to let go of my destructive thoughts, but the more I do the more they cling. Hell I cried and drank my self stupid Sat.
These hands have done nothing worthwhile, even if they have been used so much
And until she became part of me, I didn't care
And that is the hardest part, caring for myself
I love you, Jenna. Thank you for forcing me to do this difficult thing.
And I love Kemper and Mneylu and Osaka and Ashley Hopefully I will see at least 3 of you before the year is out.
Work is hell
Life is an anxiety attack day by day
I am trying to let go of my destructive thoughts, but the more I do the more they cling. Hell I cried and drank my self stupid Sat.
These hands have done nothing worthwhile, even if they have been used so much
And until she became part of me, I didn't care
And that is the hardest part, caring for myself
I love you, Jenna. Thank you for forcing me to do this difficult thing.
And I love Kemper and Mneylu and Osaka and Ashley Hopefully I will see at least 3 of you before the year is out.
mneylu:
Sending much love your way as well. I'll be replying to stuff all day tomorrow. spent today in hospi- will blog about that too- it was good stuff 
lee:
You get older every day 
